Feelin 100% <- ^_^ ->
WHOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!
I am feeling so mucho better now ^_^ True I'm still a tad on the stressed side but no where near as bad as before!!!
Basically the key reason I've been stressed is that I thought I had the possibility of being 'up the duff' (just in case my Dad reads this) cause me and Kamo...*pauses* I think you'll be able to guess about that and I've been kinda terrified of it for a while.
I ended up in tears this morning cause everything just seemed to be going bad for me and i kinda had a bit of a bust up with Dad - not a major one just a little titchy one - and me and my mum ended up talking about it. When I got into Uni - mam gave me a lift in *huggles mam to death* - I talked a little bit to Si about what had happened (though not in full) and as the lesson drew to a close I was feeling more worried. Deciding to go and sort myself out I went to Superdrugs and bought one of their tests.
There was no way I was going to calm down until I actually had solid proof that I wasn't so I checked myself out. Turns out I have been worrying over abosuletly nothing, I'm not pregant and I was perfectly safe from everything (we did use protection as well so why I got flustered in the first place is a bit of a mystery) I had been worrying about.
After running to the bin to get rid of the kit - there was no way in hell my Dad was going to find it - and virtually screaming for joy I called my mum and left her an answerphone message and then called Kamo and talked to him about everything.
So I'm all in the clear, have a big load of stress off my shoulders and I can start getting my life pieced back together with strong superglue ^_^ Dad thinks I've gone insane cause I'm bouncing all over the place but I'm not going to tell him everything (or at least not for a very long time) and plus I've got him smiling again cause I got him a Gregg's and he still thinks I'm bonkers cause I tried to give him money for the fuel pump (as I said I would previously but he said he was joking. Don't quite believe him but it's nice to have my Dad back) and £20 which I owed him from a while back - even though he says I don't and I say I do - he didn't take the money so I'm going to buy the popcorn on Friday cause we're going to the cinema as a family instead of me going to Kendo cause things would've just been worse and even now it's not going to help me cause I'm bored out of my scull and want some fun in life!
And I can now look forward to the Bowling Trip on Sunday - even if it does just end up being three of us I don't care (sorry blokes this is a girly day out ^_~ Unless of course Hiya-kun gets stressed enough to turn into his catgirl form lol) I'm going bowling and I'm going to have a hell of a lot of fun doing it!!!!!!
*bounces off to go and freak Dad a bit more*
EDIT
Forgot to put in my random happy conversation I had with Mam earler today on the way in to Uni, the back end of peak time traffic and a bus came very close to hitting us
Me: Don't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: Well you have to just take it slow and hopefully someone will let you across eventually
Me: I know, but you still shouldn't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: But one thing to remember, it's not his insurance
Me: You still shouldn't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: But they can fill out the accident report forms so that it makes it appear to be your fault, I should know I filled out loads for your father
Me: Which is why you shouldn't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: It's bigger than you
Me: So you shouldn't annoye it
Mam: And it's about 7 tonnes
Me: Yes, that's why you shouldn't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: But if it's going to hit you theres nothing you can do to stop it
Me: But you still shouldn't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: ALL RIGHT, you shouldn't annoye Mr bloody Bus
lol I'm insane
I am feeling so mucho better now ^_^ True I'm still a tad on the stressed side but no where near as bad as before!!!
Basically the key reason I've been stressed is that I thought I had the possibility of being 'up the duff' (just in case my Dad reads this) cause me and Kamo...*pauses* I think you'll be able to guess about that and I've been kinda terrified of it for a while.
I ended up in tears this morning cause everything just seemed to be going bad for me and i kinda had a bit of a bust up with Dad - not a major one just a little titchy one - and me and my mum ended up talking about it. When I got into Uni - mam gave me a lift in *huggles mam to death* - I talked a little bit to Si about what had happened (though not in full) and as the lesson drew to a close I was feeling more worried. Deciding to go and sort myself out I went to Superdrugs and bought one of their tests.
There was no way I was going to calm down until I actually had solid proof that I wasn't so I checked myself out. Turns out I have been worrying over abosuletly nothing, I'm not pregant and I was perfectly safe from everything (we did use protection as well so why I got flustered in the first place is a bit of a mystery) I had been worrying about.
After running to the bin to get rid of the kit - there was no way in hell my Dad was going to find it - and virtually screaming for joy I called my mum and left her an answerphone message and then called Kamo and talked to him about everything.
So I'm all in the clear, have a big load of stress off my shoulders and I can start getting my life pieced back together with strong superglue ^_^ Dad thinks I've gone insane cause I'm bouncing all over the place but I'm not going to tell him everything (or at least not for a very long time) and plus I've got him smiling again cause I got him a Gregg's and he still thinks I'm bonkers cause I tried to give him money for the fuel pump (as I said I would previously but he said he was joking. Don't quite believe him but it's nice to have my Dad back) and £20 which I owed him from a while back - even though he says I don't and I say I do - he didn't take the money so I'm going to buy the popcorn on Friday cause we're going to the cinema as a family instead of me going to Kendo cause things would've just been worse and even now it's not going to help me cause I'm bored out of my scull and want some fun in life!
And I can now look forward to the Bowling Trip on Sunday - even if it does just end up being three of us I don't care (sorry blokes this is a girly day out ^_~ Unless of course Hiya-kun gets stressed enough to turn into his catgirl form lol) I'm going bowling and I'm going to have a hell of a lot of fun doing it!!!!!!
*bounces off to go and freak Dad a bit more*
EDIT
Forgot to put in my random happy conversation I had with Mam earler today on the way in to Uni, the back end of peak time traffic and a bus came very close to hitting us
Me: Don't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: Well you have to just take it slow and hopefully someone will let you across eventually
Me: I know, but you still shouldn't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: But one thing to remember, it's not his insurance
Me: You still shouldn't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: But they can fill out the accident report forms so that it makes it appear to be your fault, I should know I filled out loads for your father
Me: Which is why you shouldn't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: It's bigger than you
Me: So you shouldn't annoye it
Mam: And it's about 7 tonnes
Me: Yes, that's why you shouldn't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: But if it's going to hit you theres nothing you can do to stop it
Me: But you still shouldn't annoye Mr Bus
Mam: ALL RIGHT, you shouldn't annoye Mr bloody Bus
lol I'm insane
1 Comments:
At 10:59 pm,
Mamo-Chan said…
Good to hear the good news. Its always a relief to get a huge stresser off your mind.
REALLY glad to hear your happy again. Hope you and the others have a good time at the cinema and bowling.
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